Lately, I began to wonder to think about this issue a lot. It seemed like I’m forever having this issue. I really don’t know who to trust and what to trust anymore.
I don’t know that whatever I’m thinking right now is true. Or everything else is just ‘fake’. In order to gain someone trust u need to ‘fake’ a lie. For example, in order to make A person happy u have to ‘bitch’ abt me. In front of B, u ‘bitch’ about A.
I don’t know if want to know so much either. I don’t wish too. But I guess, the curiosity just gets the better of me. Now that I somehow know the ‘truth’, I also don’t know how to react to that person. I wonder what that person is saying to the other person about me.
In the end, no one wins. Seriously. I wonder whether is it even worth it or not. What’s the use hating each other when all u know abt the other person might not even b the truth?
Also, its kinda sucks to know so much. I wont voice it to that person because I’ll be violating someone’s privacy. So, I can only blog it here , I guess.